Anhedoniac
The Cage
Sinner
Forever
Rage
Not Noah’s Ark
Sacred Disciple Wannabe
Mississippi
Burnt
Anhedoniac Bottle
Under Will
Circles In Red Dirt
Pansonic In Red Dirt (Remix by Pansonic)
Honey
I’m A Killer
ANHEDONIAC
my hair is tangled on the tree
it floats and twists, a writhing beast
my body stripped of finery
but the diamonds is shining on the ring
my lover he gave it just to me
in a velvet box of his disease
now blood has pooled in a face of blue
she cannot weep who’s died of you
we pushed out off the cliff to row
in foggy deep at midnight’s toll
and the one you strangled in the sea
she beckons you ‘come to your drink’
oh belly aching, my hole is full
of fishes a’ eating up to my skull
then slit my wrists to go to sleep
and lick this fungus to give me dreams
come and give me what i need insidious with cruelty
come and give me what i need
come fill your cup with a vile disease
come and give me what i need
come fill your cup ’come to your drink’
come and give me what i need
come fill your cup
come to your drink
come and give me what i need
come fill your cup
come to your drink
come and give me what i need
come fill your cup
come to your drink
come and give me
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THE CAGE
“I want to fuck your soul…”
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SINNER
And what do I do
with the gift you present to me
The one no one else would buy
They would not accept the filthy premise
Of your most terrible innocence
So let them say how you were wild
For what you really were was tender
Yes how you screamed all through the night
Yet silent tears streamed down in morning light
Most beautiful my lonely sinner
So come over dear sister
Let them say how you ran wild
So come over dear sister
You gave birth to the devil child
How you screamed all through the night
In your glass cage and crimson neon light
Most beautiful my lonely sinner
So come over dear sister
Though you were born down there in the dark shack
These pearls you now wear once hung down my Duchess’ back
So carefully wrapped round the precious throat
Just twisted this here shiny rope
Beautiful my lonely sinner
Most beautiful my lonely sinner
So carefully wrapped round the precious throat
And yes did she -like you- thus… choke
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FOREVER
The malignancy grows with fibrous insistence
as the body wastes and rots.
In the face of destruction
Death pulls at your sleeve
Your body writhes in anger
Your body writhes in joy
In the face of death
Spider in your ear
Mice at your heart
We can’t deny the monstrous
Our flesh entwined
And grown together
now disentangles with all its pain
Disease remission
Divine intervention
I’ve been busy making my effigy
And I suffer the hurt of a fragile strength
I won’t open the wound delivered by weakness
I won’t open the wound aware of its weakness
And be nothing but the weak…
In longing and in sorrow
The burden of effort and the weariness of distrust
We part in wordless staring tenderness.
With sores, scars, and crippled healing
I will believe in you forever.
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RAGE
And the red against black is the fulfillment of a contract carried on the bony back of the keeper of a stony plaque engraved with names of the faceless and the maimed by our “sleeper of the age,” our “creeper of the page,” the reaper of our stolen rage in all his foul glory puffed up with the fear and dignity stripped of all those left in crumbled agony decaying in the stinking heat, evaporating meat. The folded satin on your “Sunday best” shimmers like a glaze on this bright and holy day as you lick the lifeless gaze within this vast and splendid maze where loneliness is churning with maggots and worming, and flesh-eating beetles suck a furious rot.
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NOT NOAH’S ARK
Every species of the earth squeezed together alive and writhing, devouring and copulating in a collective wail of blood defecation and flying ripped skin, enclosed in a colossal glass box. The tentacle of the octopus furious with the jaw of the lion. The boa-constrictor and the bleating lamb. The pummeling gorilla and the flailing bull. The shivering whale and the frozen fetal man… Reduced to a grayish translucent slime of gore.
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SACRED DISCIPLE WANNABE
You’re burnin’ me – yeah you’re burnin’ me
You’re a sacred disciple wannabe
You’re playing the fool now you’re wearing those clothes
You’re dressing for him – How could you do it?
Don’t you feel shame for giving in
Don’t you feel shame – oh well I knew it…
Well I knew it was coming – I was ready for it
When you jumped … to his every beckon call
Want to get on your feet again
Get back up on your feet again
I was crying for you then again
Your good heart turning cheap…
He’s the black in the cave –
His red women are Dracula’s brides…
But to call him a vampire will only romanticize
So let’s call him The Junkman – the corrupt man
Now let’s see him for what he really is – Charon who’ll take you..
. Across the River Styx
Yeah he’ll take you to the other side
And you won’t find your peace
Yeah he’ll take you to the other side…
As he watches you bleed…
For your good heart – I was crying
For your good heart – I was crying
For your good heart – turnin’ cheap
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MISSISSIPPI
Saw all them colors in the black room.
Heard all ’em moving ridin’ black light.
Saw all them colors in the black room.
Ride far away in the black night.
Next day come said t’were thunder shook the rockin’ porch.
N’ said t’were lightnin’ done lit up our sky.
Daddy said t’were thunder shook the rockin’ porch.
But mammy said t’were Daddy’s gun
sure made them colors nice.
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BURNT
I’ll burn… { BURNT }
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UNDER WILL
“I’m looking forward to your being my wife.”
“It’s actually a strength to be willing to be vulnerable.”
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CIRCLES IN RED DIRT
Now Michel was a man
He rode his horse high
A knife in his hand
Cold rain in his eyes
A knife in his hand
He curses the sky
Come woman come woman
Out from the deep
Take the knife from my hand
Make your love to me
We leave blood in the sand
As we swim in the sea
Take a branch from the tree
Draw circles in red dirt
A branch from the tree
A stick from the ground
A stone from the deep
Draw circles in red dirt
“Cold rain in my eyes,
A knife in her hand
We draw circles in red dirt
And curse the land”
In her red velvet
She holds her cigar
Looks in the mirror
Drinks blood rum
Chants in the mirror
As smoke fills her face
We light the candles
Send them out to sea
Light the candles
Send them out to sea
In silent boats
We send them out to sea
Take a branch from the tree
Draw circles in red dirt
A branch from the tree
A stick from the ground
A stone from the sea
Draw circles in red dirt
Now Michel was a man
He rode his horse high
A knife in his hand,
cold rain in his eyes
A knife in his hand,
he curses the sky
Come woman come woman
Come out from the sea
You took the knife from my hand
And you made love to me
You left my blood in the sand
As I sink to this deep.
Eshu Eshu
Eshu Eshu
Eshu
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HONEY
You can’t kiss me
You can’t lick me
You can’t kick me
You can’t miss me
You can’t taste me
You can’t shake me
You can’t make me
You can’t hate me
You can’t ache for me
You can’t explode what’s empty
You can’t erode the memory
You can’t kill me
You can’t heal me
You can’t bleed me
You can’t grieve for me
You can’t believe in me
You can’t leave me
You can’t erode what’s empty
You can’t explode the memory
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I’M A KILLER
how’m i supposed to do that
i never be able to give it back
and didn’t you hear them say
you can’t enter her
it’s no place for beginners
it’s an exclusive club
for those whose words
well they draw blood
then why did you kill
then why did i kill me
kill kill kill kill kill
killed killed
i’m a killer
so bring on the sticks and stones
the whips and chains
to stroke my bruises tender
the welts in vain
the shiny razor blade
caressing cuts
blessed are piss and shit
come now anoint
i lick your angry fist
i love your touch
i pray here everyday
yeah come and suck
so now obliterate
and feel the needles
come now infuse my hate
i am your mother
come in infuse my hate
i am your lover
so now obliterate
i am the other
blessed are spit and cum
i killed your lover
i pray here every day
yeah come and suck
so now infuse my hate
i love your touch
the water fills my lungs
the blood is pounding
the pain it floods my lungs
the drum is pounding
the pain it floods my brain
i kill your lover
i pulled it from the wall
and dialed the number
my heart stopped on the way
i felt life draining
come now obliterate
i am the other
come in infuse my hate
i kill your lover
i pray here every night
come in and feel my ‘bite’
and now infuse my hate
and we’ll obliterate
come now obliterate
i kill your lover
come now obliterate
i kill your lover
i’m a killer
i’m a killer
i’m a killer
i’m a killer
i’m a killer
i’m a killer
i’m a killer
i’m a killer
…
“i’ll be your killer”